Here are some of the shots she got of Sydney










You can see that her toes are painted in some of these and I actually can't say that I'm responsible for that! I came home the other day and saw the nail polish out on the counter and thought, "hmmm... I don't remember getting that out." When I went to pick up Sydney, I saw that her toes were painted! I guess Travis has a more feminie side that I had realized! haha! He's such a good Dad, Sydney sure has him wrapped around her little finger:)It is SO nice being a mom of a 3 and a half month old and instead a 3 week old. Holy cow, I have never been so sleep deprived, cranky or depressed than during the first two months of Sydney's life. I knew it would be hard, obviously, I just didn't realize how hard. I guess I had this unrealistic idea of how it would be. All my life I have loved kids and would melt when I held babies and all that jazz. Then when I had Sydney, I felt nothing! Not a thing! I wanted to feel those warm and fuzzies so bad and I just didn't. It took about 6 weeks before I had a moment like that. On top of feeling empty all the time, Travis and I were so sleepy (not good) and we're both pretty cranky and short with each other when we're sleepy. I just felt like my life went from happy to miserable so quickly. Hopefully, most people's experience isn't like that. I don't mean to complain or be negative, I just want to be honest. Especially for new or expecting moms who might feel like this, I just want them to know they aren't the only one's who feel that way! But on a happier note, 3 months + is a really fun stage. Sydney is sleeping really well, smiling and being pretty interactive. It's a good thing the first 2 months flew by because they sucked haha.
I hate that I can't keep up with blogging. Hopefully when I'm done with classes (less than 3 weeks away!) I'll be better at keeping up with it.
Speaking of being done with classes.... :)
I can't believe I'm almost done! So close! I can smell it:) Going to school while pregnant and having Sydney has probably been the most un-fun thing Trav and I have ever done, but now that it's just about over, we're so glad we did it. We'll be living in Georgia while Travis finishes his internship (ending in December) and if we find a job down there after the internship we'll stay. If not, we'll go wherever we can pay the bills! We're sad to elave Rexburg and all of our friends, but excited to be close to family and being down in the South:)
We got to hang out with Nick (Travis' brother) and his wife Jen the weekend of the 4th and had so much fun! They were down from Washington visiting Jen's family in Idaho Falls. We got to play a game of baseball with them and jen's family on the 3rd and played a games and watched fireworks with them on the 4th. We get so sad when we think about moving to Georgia and not being able to see them for a while. We would love to move to Seattle if we were able to find a good job out that way. The only thing we don't like is how expensive it is to live there.
The morning of the 4th we watched the parade in Rexburg. I've never been a parade person. I don't even think I've ever been to one. I've always thought they were lame and cheesy, but I really liked the parade this year. It was fun! There were these little boys in the parade that were on a float and on the side of their float it read, "Warning: obey your parents or you will have to do this next year." HA! haha
Lindsay.. it's so refreshing to hear some blunt honesty! haha. and I'm glad you had a chance to update. I didn't know Travis got an internship in GA! I want to see you before you leeeaave!!!
ReplyDeleteLindsey, I am glad you are able to start enjoying motherhood... it is true, noone tells you how hard it really is... or how depressed you will feel. But, luckily it goes away and you start to feel like a normal person again! Your daughter is absolutely beautiful! (ohh and ps... lol... my husband and i never really get short with each other.. other than the first month or two after having both of our kids.. haha!) I bet you are such a good mom! Sydney is lucky to have you!
ReplyDeleteIt was good to hear an update :) Sounds like you guys are doing great! We will def. miss u when we move back and your not there :( Sydney is way cute!
ReplyDeleteHow funny about the painted toes :) You may get a call from me after I have the baby. Hey, we'll have to do something together when you guys get out here to Georgia!
ReplyDeleteThe way one of my nursing instructors put it is that the second your placenta is delivered, your body goes from being in a state of an overabundance of hormones that keep you happy to a severe deficit. Unfortunately it takes many months for your ovaries to kick back into high enough gear to supply you with enough mood regulaing hormones to get you back to feeling normal again. I'm really glad you shared your story so that other people won't feel alone when this happens to them!
ReplyDeleteI'm so excited for you to graduate! You'll have SOO much more free time. Brian and I have been LOVING our new school-free lives. LOL We can't wait to come down for you and Trav's graduation! It'll be so much fun!
Oh Lindsay! I love you so much and I'm going to miss you so much. YOu've been such an incredible influence in my life and I will never be able to repay you. I love little Sydney so much and she's my best little friend. I love her face and I'm going to miss you guys so much when you leave!!!! Please update your blog especially when you're in GA so I can see what you're doing!?! I'm going to miss you so much and I love you so much. You're the best friend a girl could ever have. I hope you're doing well. I love you!!! I'll stop by soon, and Ruth told me about the little get together, let me know if I can help!
ReplyDeleteYour little girl is darling!!! so cute!
ReplyDeleteOMG LINDSAY I HAVE TO SEE YOU!! (and that means before you leave for vacation becuase we won't be here when you get back most likely...)
ReplyDeleteI don't know why i wrote that in parathenses but my parents have most likely sold their house and have to be out by the 29th oh July. I have to see you! It might not be a loooong time before i see you again. I will come even if it is two in the morning! (but if not don't worry... i would just love to see you)
And little Sydney is absolutely adorable! I love the pictures! and i think it's hilarious that Travis painted her toe nails! What a good daddy!
Oh i love you and am so happy for you guys! I hope i get to see you soon!!!
My experience was very similar--in the beginning I kept thinking to myself, "Why would ANYONE do this to themselves??" After awhile I found that I liked Henry better and better--and now that he's almost 8 months (though not sleeping through the night yet) he is a darling little boy with a FUNNY personality that we've grown to really love and enjoy. It really is fun--and I think it might be easier with the next one now that we know what to expect.
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Those are such cute baby pictures! Ya we are really going to miss you guys this fall but at least we can blog eachother.
ReplyDeleteaww linz shes so darn cute! i love the ring pic, way to be girly travy! hehe
ReplyDeletelindsay how are you! I just found your blog! (im new at this haha) And your girl is the most beautiful thing! Hope your guys are doing well, your graduating right?!?!?
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